The Fear
February 4, 2025•575 words
I woke up this morning terrified that I may revert to my old self. I was filled with despair: questioning why I should continue to exist when all I wanted to do was drink myself into oblivion.
Nothing had changed - I am close to 6 months sober, signed off work due to stress: in recovery.
What brought about this fear? I think it was due to my medications running out and my decision to go it alone—without any pharmacological support. I had a prescription being prepared, but I thought I would jus...
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